Upendo Ministries

August was a month of both challenge and connection. Dad embarked on a his trip to Kenya and Tanzania for a church meeting, a trip that would last for two weeks.

It’s been over a year since I visited the orphanage that holds a special place in my heart. As my dad traveled to Kenya, I couldn’t help but feel the sting of not being able to join him. My illness has kept me grounded, and the longing to return to the place and people I cherish was overwhelming. The thought of missing out on such a meaningful trip, especially to see the children I’ve come to love, was difficult to bear.

Adding to the challenge was the reality that next month, over thirty of my friends will be graduating. Many of them will be moving on to new chapters of their lives, and the thought of not being able to see most of them again fills me with a great sadness. The finality of these goodbyes is hard to process, and the weight of these emotions was heightened by my current inability to travel and be present for the important moments.

Despite the miles separating us, Dad and I found ways to bridge the gap. Through frequent video calls, photos, and videos, I was able to stay connected with the orphanage, seeing the familiar faces and hearing the voices I’ve missed so much.

My heart was touched when Dad returned with 47 letters from the orphans, each one full of love and encouragement. These letters were more than just pieces of paper; they were tangible expressions of the affection and gratitude that connected us across the globe. Reading through their heartfelt words, I was reminded of the impact we can have on each other’s lives, no matter how far apart we may be.

While this time of separation has been challenging, it has also been a time of reflection and growth. The letters from the orphans served as a powerful reminder of the joy that can come from simple gestures of kindness and love. They helped lift my spirits during a time of personal struggle and offered a sense of connection that was deeply needed.

Though I won’t be able to attend my friends’ graduations or return to the orphanage just yet, I am finding comfort in the small moments of connection and support that come my way. The love and many prayers from the orphans remind me that, even when we can’t be physically present, we can still be part of something meaningful and impactful.

As I navigate these bittersweet moments, I’m learning to cherish the connections I have and to find strength in the support that surrounds me. While it’s hard to let go of the things we can’t change, it’s equally important to hold on to the love and memories that bring us comfort.

August was a month of separation, but it was also a month of connection. Dad’s journey to Kenya and Tanzania, the heartfelt letters from the orphans, and the support of friends and family have all been reminders of the enduring power of love and friendship. As I move forward, I carry these lessons with me, finding joy in the connections that continue to enrich my life, even from afar. I pray that God blesses these precious children and keep them in His arms.

To my Kenyan brothers and sisters:

Nawamiss sana na nawapenda. Asanteni kwa maombi yako yote. Naombea kwamba nitawaona tena karibu. Nawaombea kila siku. Nawapenda sana milele… kutoka dada yako, Vanessa